energetic rebirth, effortless manifestation, and the SOFT GLOW of ELECTRIC SEX!

this week has been RIDIC (as in ridiculous)!  i fell ill physically in a deep way but found that it was needed… as my divine healer filled me with herbs, teas, magic elixirs, peak frequency food, and LOVE… i rid myself of toxins in the physical, emotional, and spiritual! it was powerful. sometimes we hit these walls in our growth and then need something intense to get us through to the other side. i let go of so much energetic negativity and feel so much lighter, more liberated, and even more in my skin!

the illness started with stress. stress that predominately stemmed from financial stress- the gig that was supposed to pay my rent fell through because of some sheisty music business peeps (a whole nother blog!)… but after making myself ill from concern with paying my rent i had gigs and money come to me EFFORTLESSLY – a random text message asking me to sing at a party that paid and another to sing the national anthem at a fight that paid really well! (1/2 the rent right there)… lesson: it all happens perfectly. i am always taken care of. i am meant to sing….. so i encourage you not to stress! trust!!!!! i know it’s hard but do it! cause the universe has your back!

these signs give me even more motivation to do it BIG! to live my purpose in a grand way! to inspire the masses through music! i’m so excited about the next EP which is going to be called THE SOFT GLOW OF ELECTRIC SEX!!!! yeah! more on this later- the writing process, the collaborations, and the inspiration!!! it’s going to be sublime! i’m settling into my voice in such a different way now. i have more confidence, more ideas, more vocal power, more divine creative intuition, more fearlessness to put into this music. i’m ready for the e x p a n s i o n ! i’m feeling connected and inspired! i have a genius musical family. i have such great love support from our community! i am grateful.

i wish u presence in every millisecond, beautiful effortless manifestations, love, expansion, and the soft glow of ELECTRIC sex!

consciously creating 2010

last year i didn’t make any new year’s resolutions…  and though it turned out to be a great year, i’m learning of the power of INTENTION and i know that i need to implement more intention in my life because i want to do even more AMAZING things!!!!…. and intention is the first step to manifestation.  setting our intention- allows us to verbalize and get specific about what it is we want in our lives and gets us in the mind-set of how to get there while also connecting us energetically to the desired outcome. now there are so many goals i have for the following year that are great goals (like learning to dance samba or playing guitar better, make a dance EP, work on my foreign language skills, etc. etc.)… and i think it’s important to have goals. i have many! but as one of my LAAFS ladies suggested it’s great to have some BIG  main intentions to have intense focus on for 2010. so here are my intentions for 2010! i’m taking it to the next level! this is my declaration to the world!

* i intend to receive financial abundance through music (my performances, placements on film/tv, album sales, etc.) where all my needs are more than taken care of. My passion, my music, is my life’s work!

* i intend to travel the world, recreational and through my singing!

*i intend to keep growing as an artist of living. i will live a revolutionary life, full of love, creation, music, dance, passion and fearless self-expression.

and in alignment with intention is also the practice of visualization- many superstar performers from singers, to athletes, to successful business men, to astronauts…  practice visualization and i believe it’s  a valuable tool as well… it gets you in the feeling of what you are hoping to manifest which aligns you energetically. and when you are in life’s various situations the experience isn’t foreign to you, you are fearless… visualization helps us to consciously create our own world. it helps us to begin with the end in mind. the more clearly and vividly we imagine the details the deeper we will experience it…. emotions are evoked within you as if you have already experienced what it is you desire. the more we visualize the more we change something within us… our thoughts change, our words change, our behavior changes, our perception changes, our outcome changes… i will be living out the script that I have written for my life and you will be living the script that you have written for yours, rather than us living by the programming that has been written into our hearts and minds by the external.

tonight in our manifestation group meeting we verbalized our intentions to the group and help a sacred space for each intention. we meditated together. we focused love energy towards each of the intentions for our soul sisters. we also let our imagination explore possibilities for each other. in doing this we found it was almost easier to visualize for others as we don’t get caught up in our own bullshit, self-sabotaging  doubts…. but the shared intention allowed us to have breakthroughs in our own visualizations- perfect for 2010 being a breakthrough year! this exercise was powerful. the energy was thick in the room. even my friend’s dog reacted to it!  we can make intentions for ourselves which is amazing but it’s even more powerful when we share it with others and let it expand into the collective consciousness. and visualization and intention isn’t just about achieving personal gain… we can use our imagination to transcend self and create purpose filled lives of contribution… we can consciously create a better world for us all!!!!

what you speak is seeking you

from What You Speak is Seeking You… excerpt on manifestation…

What you feel, you manifest. If you want joy, be joyful. If you want love, be loving. If you want abundance, give abundantly, receive gratefully and recognize the abundance you already have.

Recognize there is plenty for everyone. Bless others’ success, knowing it is your success. Be inspired by what others have created, knowing you have the absolute power to create your own success and abundance too.

If you have been masterful at manifesting what you don’t want…shift your attention… and become masterful at manifesting what you DO want.

Don’t settle… it’s like saying you don’t trust the abundance of the universe.

Amazing how we cling to the known, to what is familiar. We may be bored, we may hate it, but we stay and wonder why our entire lives and everything we attract seems to get smaller and smaller, less and less. The solution is simple. Jump. Jump into the gorgeous unknown. The unknown is where the magic of our destiny lies.

Complete and let go of the past. Where do you have unfinished business? When we complete the past we free up powerful creative energy that can go to work on our behalf to manifest our dreams.

When we surrender we trust that all is working out for our highest good. When we surrender, we say; ‘Give me an experience of the unknown…. give me something beautiful… that I could never have known. We keep ourselves in tight little boxes of sameness, the very little boxes we are actually trying to break out of!!!!!!

Get out of the ‘how’ – how is it going to work. how am am i going to get money, how could it happen for me, how how how… and place your attention on having what you love-speak it, feel it, think it, give it, take action, and see yourself having it with ease, grace and abundance. Let the universe and God work out the ‘how’ in brilliant, perfect ways.

Think of something that flows to you naturally. something that you are good at attracting. you don’t think twice about attracting it into your life because you know you do it easily, right? apply that approach to everything in your life and receive it all with ease.

Steps to manifesting!

1. Give voice to your dreams. Set your intentions.

2. Write down your goals. Affirm in advance that you already have them. Yes!

3. Thank the universe, in advance, for what you are manifesting.

4. Expect to be delighted! Be in the feeling of what you want to receive. (By being in the feeling you’re aligning energetically with what you desire to manifest).

5. Speak your goals with excitement and joy as if they are already in motion. Keep them fresh in your consciousness daily.

6. Take action on your dreams. Step out of your comfort zone.

7. Trust. Trust is the bridge between your asking and its manifestation.

8. Surrender and let go. Release what is no longer right for you.

9. Say yes! yes! yes! to your dreams and to who you are!

We are becoming masters of manifestation; Olympians of thought, word, and action. That means, in the face of circumstances that are less than ideal, we remain unmoved. We notice and accept them, but we do not dwell on them. We choose, instead to affirm our abundance. We give energy, appreciation and gratitude to the abundance and love we already have and to the opulent life unfolding.

love to you and your beautiful manifestations!!!!!!

bella

LIVE YOUR DREAMS!!!!!

manifestation, music, snowflakes, and hummingbirds

the fall is coming. i have yet 2 feel the chill. i’m taking off supernova style to places only found in dreams. i’m studying in the school of manifestation and i’m an honors student. i’m eradicating all fears. i’m requiring belief in myself and the stream of well being. i sang my baby into existence and i will dance as she grows tan hermosa…su voz su mensaje dentro su musica. i’ve connected electricity in the form of our hearts. no one will come between us. we’ll never be apart. u are the most intricate and beautiful snowflake i’ve ever tasted on the tip of my tongue and if u listen closely i’ll whisper the secrets of yemanja. let’s bloom into a garden of paradise. the hummingbirds adorned me with their blessings. so todo es posible en musica, en amor, y en vida…

found this in my diary from last year dated… 10.5.08

fearless manifestation!!!!

i am enamored with the concept of manifestation. making our dreams a reality. after listening to a program on oprah and friends on xm radio, i really became fascinated with the power of collective intention and had the idea to start a manifestation group… my friend jill had the same idea the same day- talk about alignment or coincidence (aren’t coincidences God’s way of staying anonymous???)… we started the group with 2 of our soul sisters shar and aneesah. what’s incredible about these ladies is that they are all extremely intelligent, spiritual, loving, uniquely and divinely talented. we had to find our rhythm as a group… we first met every other week, then every 3 weeks, sometimes we could only make the time for once a month… but we would make the time… we learned to be communicative, open, sharing, and committed to helping each other manifest in all areas of our lives… career, relationships, spirit, and abundance… a typical meeting consists of  updating each other on what’s going on in our lives, sharing our goals and main focus, and then giving each other support or ideas to achieve our intentions… we would also share what we would do to take action to reach our goals before the next meeting… and we hold each other accountable… not in a judgemental way… but a loving encouraging way… and sometimes if you can’t muster the energy to do it for yourself you can get motivated to do it for others…some weeks we’d come in thinking we had done absolutely nothing then after talking with each other found the value in the action we did take…  it is divine connecting with other women in such a deep way… and beyond just the concept of sharing ideas and supporting each other… there is something energetically powerful that happens when you put people together in this way… it’s uplifting in a way that is beyond comprehension… 

i encourage you to start your own manifestation group or womanifestation group! make it up as you go along…find what works for you… maybe it’s more career focused or spirit focused or maybe it’s all of the above… maybe you have a yearly retreat with the girls… meet in different places (homes, restaurants, the beach, events, etc.), maybe read a book collectively and  get deep with it…sign up for a seminar together.. see what feels right for you…. i really love helping others reach for their dreams… i really believe in infinite possibilities and that we are LIMITLESS… sometimes we just get in our own way… i really believe that miracles can happen everyday… 

i had my spiritual guru dr. wolf share with our group about manifestation… here’s some of the notes from the meeting…

-USE WHAT YOU LOVE TO ACHIEVE A HIGH VIBRATION/FREQUENCY IN ORDER TO MANIFEST!!!! I love this! So when you are dancing, acting, writing, singing, playing, making love, enjoying your shower, whatever it is that brings you joy…etc. also focus some energy/thoughts/good feelings on what it is you want to manifest!!!! Makes so much sense! Every moment (while doing what you love) you can add more purpose and meaning towards other things you want to manifest in your life. 

CREATION and REST CYCLES-remember that you are always fluctuating in periods of creation and periods of rest so honor these cycles. Take the time to appreciate what you have created. The rest is necessary for the creation…. Don’t be too hard on yourself. Also, remember you are timeless! So you have no limitations except the ones you put on yourself.

-BEING TRUE TO YOUR EMOTIONS-embrace when you are feeling down. Being true to your emotions helps you through anything you may be struggling with. 

-”Measure 10x (preparation phase) and cut once” – so when you’re ready to manifest then you’re fully prepared. Don’t rush it.

-We are energy 1st, so form is patterned by the energy (word/actions must all have purpose)… be aware of your words/thoughts/actions.

-TRUST- not just believe-TRUST in the unknowing, TRUST your decision to come here (to this planet, to this state, to this city), TRUST your power, TRUST your ability to manifest!!!!!!!!! When we lose our trust we lose our connection to all that is… 

-ONLY THOSE TRUE TO THEIR SELVES AND PURPOSE CAN MANIFEST SOMETHING THAT WILL CHANGE THE WORLD!!!! (and don’t we all want to change the world for the better!!)

i wish you FEARLESS MANIFESTATION of everything your heart desires.

my LAFS ladies…i love and believe in you so much!

Jill Brown- Life Coach focused on helping women achieve balance and purpose. An INSPIRATIONAL FORCE!!!!! http://www.theduchessguide.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sharmila Rose- inspirational, breath takingly beautiful, conscious, makes you feel deep actress extraordinaire! A TRUE talent with a message. Website and reel coming soon!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Aneesah Williams- Co-founder of LionessLA a marketing and production firm with an emphasis on exclusive nightlife experiences and special events. LionessLA innovates the forefront of global nightlife & social philanthropy….Aneesah is also a phenomenal singer-songwriter… Check her out! 

http://www.lionessla.com/ AND http://www.imeem.com/aneesahw (for the beautiful vocal stylings)

commUNITY!!!!

today I noticed that the word UNITY is in the word community which brought me to  deeper contemplation of community… community is truly us coming together as one…and though human beings are very individualistic we cannot deny how interdependent we are…. and we have to honor the power of commUNITY! i’ve been experiencing the benefits of commUNITY more and more as my awareness has grown in commUNITY… a few weeks ago I shared my first Shabbat dinner with some friends and saw how beautifully tight the Jewish community is- and how coming together for tradition and spirituality really strengthens them as a people. also, without my artistic community, I would not have been able to have such an incredible album- the brilliant musicians that played on M.U.S.I.C. play for world famous artists and shared their talents because they are part of my community! what a blessing to have a community! the super genius creative web designer for M.U.S.I.C., Josh Kohlmeier- part of the community… the phenomenal photo shoot by Piper Ferguson (who has done shoots for superstars) took the time to do a shoot with little ol’ me- cause she’s part of the community… the psychedelic goddess album art was created by Jon Marro all because he’s part of the community… I didn’t always have a community…I knew that I wanted to connect with like minded artists- artists about uplifting and inspiring others through their medium… artists that were positive, supportive, creative, loving… and thus I put that intention out into the universe. Oooh UNIverse (another word that speaks that we are one (one=uni))… I created a manifestation group with my girls (more on that later) to have a positive female force where we share our dreams/hopes/challenges/ideas and help each other in so many ways… commUNITY is a beautiful thing! if you don’t feel you have a community find one or better yet create one!  as amazing as we are as individuals- together as a collective we are POWERFUL! ONE LOVE!

one of my favorite quotes “BY ELEVATING THE LIVES OF OTHERS YOUR LIFE REACHEST ITS HIGHEST DIMENSIONS.”  elevate yourself and others through commUNITY! thank you for being a part of my commUNITY!

 

boys UNIted in prayer…

the heart- the most cognitive part of us…

my medicine woman, Dr. Wolf (more on this magnificent woman later), recently taught me about how amazing our hearts are… i learned that the heart is more cognitive than the brain, the brain is more linear, that’s why we should think more with our hearts. the heart is like a vortex and adds deeper dimension to what we do. Dr. Wolf also shared with me that the spiritual, emotional, and universal can only be accessed from the heart; therefore we must go to the heart to act multi-dimensionally … i love that our heart is how we access the spiritual realm… it makes sense when i think of the importance of heart in art and yoga for example and how i use those to connect to the divine… also, i learned that the 4 chambers of the heart are connected to our emotions, mind, spirit, and body… the heart also makes electricity for the body… and electricity can be thought of as energy, life force, intelligence, information… she also shared that our hearts can’t be synchronous if balance in our lives is lacking…maybe that’s why my heart has been hurting lately- i’m out of balance… i think if i thought more with my heart i would find a better balance… but was that cognition from my brain or heart? i guess when we feel like our truest selves and make choices based on our most authentic selves that’s taking heed to our most cognitive part of us- the heart. Dr. Wolf said, understanding our heart is essential in manifesting, making our dreams come true…and added that only those true to themselves and true to their purpose can manifest something that will change the world. 

just want to close with a quote from one of my favorite books by Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist, that’s all about following your heart – “Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself,” the alchemist replies. “And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second’s encounter with God and with eternity.”